"do we create meaning or is it the soul of the world?"

i came across something tonight.

something that without reason that i can easily grasp or put into words, is still echoing in my head. i want to share: (http://codyboyko.blogspot.com/)

it's been a long time since highschool, and a lot of things have changed.

and a lot have stayed the same. some that should and others that shouldn't.

i haven't been writing.

and a part of me wishes i could say i felt guilty over that,

but i don't.

it's been a busy summer and i've met amazing people and have had some amazing times.

i've also been somewhat of a hermit and miss a lot of amazing people and wish that i could be having amazing times with them.

but while being a hermit i've figured out something.

i like being with me.

i like not worrying about what i'm saying

or what i'm doing.

i've enjoyed spending evenings reading books that aren't literary classics.

and i've enjoyed reading the classics of my own choosing.

i love cooking for myself and making a huge mess.

i love eating only what won't make any dishes.

i love getting paint splatters across my hands and having them stain my nails.

i love giving myself a manicure while i watch some sappy movie that i tell myself i hate yet still watch.

i hope you're taking this summer to do something for you too. regardless of whether or not you know who that part of you is or not.