Saturday, April 30, 2011

the better /whirlwind of change

she couldn't remember the last time she felt this... content. despite the fact that her life had become a whirlwind of change yet again, this time it seemed to be... for the better. it had been a long time coming, this positivity. but now that it was here, she wanted to do everything she could to keep it.

it was no secret that she had not fully enjoyed the past "adventure" that she embarked on... this 'city' was not her favourite, nor was her program. but the people, the people made it worth it. as she set out to embark on a new adventure, her dream adventure, she wondered what would happen to the relationships she fostered here with frenchie and billie and E and a few of the other girls. would it be like the promises of Trent where you say you'll text or call or write, and you don't? she didn't want to think of that today.

today, today she was content to focus on the fact that she'd secured an amazing position at an art gallery. she'd only interviewed at one place, and had walked out with a job. she couldn't believe that someone wanted to pay her to wake up everyday and go to an art gallery. to coordinate their events. she was so unbelievably inspired by this place and couldn't wait to start.

it had even made her make some huge commitments. that's right, the commitment phoebe made a commitment. to a car. perhaps because her sister was 3 years older and didn't own a vehicle the idea of ownership seemed foreign. yet, here we were. a new to her car soon to be all hers. looks like someone is growing up. cheers to starting a real legit grown-up job and life. the potential of moving in with her 'husband' and sunshine made her smile even more. she felt that it was getting impossible to contain her positivity- who would have thought that day would come?

she realized- that her 'someday' was right now.