it's getting harder to laugh while i say "i don't know what i'm doing with my life"
i thought the university experience was supposed to help us "find" ourselves
i don't think i've found anything -- except for amazing people along the way
am i where i'd thought i'd be now?
i don't know.
according to my SAP practicum, no where close.
go figure.
i'm not sure how i feel about all of this.
maybe things will change in this year of 'lasts'?
or maybe it will be another year of all the same...
i guess only time will tell....
